HALLOWEEN IS HERE!!!

I am so excited!! I have been talking about wanting halloween to cme and it is finally here! Tonight i ma going to hannah's church for their harvest party. I think we are going to the park. Right now i am inside the mission california office and i can hear my church(or previous church) getting ready for their carnival. I went out their, and it looks really cool. Thay have a lt of different booths and stuff. Well, i have to go to the party now. Halloween is calling!!!

30 Hour Famine

I just experienced 30 hour famine this past weekend. I couldn't eat or drink anything but water for 30 hours. yeah i was pretty much starving. As were my friends too. I got there aroung 11:30, and they had just finished there service. Then we all played a game together. After that we all hung out for a few minutes and then we went to bed. the next morning we woke up snd got ready, prayed and then left for the Fresno Inn. We handed out food to a lot of poeple and played games with the kids. We also went to like 3 different apartment buildings. After we were done, we went back to the church and kind of reflected on what had happened and stuff. We had a short service. Then finally we got to break the fast. I had 2 hot dogs, 1 bag of chips, 1 mountain dew, and 1 drumstick ice cream cone. yeah i feel pretty much fat now.lol. Anways, I had a really good time, and i got to hang out wiht all of my friends and stuff.

I Can't Get My Words Out

Do u ever have those moments where you are talking to your friend or someone and you miss your chance to say what you have been waiting to tell them? I hate it when that happens. I always get caught in a conversation where i can't really say how i feel when i am talking to a friend for some reason. Every once in awhile when i am talking ot someone and they won't listen to me i just flat out yell what i want to say... they seem to listen then.lol. But, do you ever see someone you have been waiting to see and then what you have been wanting to tell them just can't come out of your mouth? That usually happens to me too. I think sometimes its just better if we don't talk at all. That maybe thats why we can't get it out of our mouths...like its the wrong time or we just shouldn't say it at all. You know if you really think about there really is a right time to do things and a right time to say certain things.hmm.

Some of My Favorite Things in Life

*waking up in the morning and having to remember where you are *smelling the flowers before you can see them *being able to dance even when you can't walk *being so tired that you just get crazy *going to a store and picking out new shampoo and grooming supplies *listening to songs on the radio trying to guess who the singer is *and starting to see the changes in the store when the holidays come up.

Fireworks, Dandelions, Candles and Stars

I was walking through a field the other day and i picked up a dandelion. Have you ever realixed how many different things and objects poeple wish on? ...fireworks, dandelions, candles, stars, sunsets...there are so many. I guess technically if your wish comes true it could just be a coincidence, unless you were sorta praying or something. I don't really know because i have made wishes before that have come true. Anyways, we all try different crazy things and today i picked a dandelion in the field and decided that i didn't want to wish on it. Instead, I blew the litttle pieces but i decided to keep my wish. For some reason while holding my dandelion i realized how stupid it was that i would be counting on a flower to get something i want or something like that. Although, there are certain tiimes where it seems like there is no possible way for me to get my wish that we all just turn to flowers or fireworks or stars and things like that. I guess no matter how hard we think about this it will always be an up in the air subject.

Finally, My Camera Awaits Me

Guess what?! After this Tuesday I wil finally have enough money for my digital camera. I know for a fact I want a canon but, I can't decided between a A540...a A530... or a A620. ( i think those are the right ones) Anyways, I am so excited. I will probably take pictures of everything. (ok maybe im exaggerating a little bit!) But, I am still excited. There has been so many times where i am ina situation or see the perfect image and I pretty much fall apart because i don't have a way to take a picture of it. but, now I will, once I get my camera!!!

A Taste of My Boredom

So, I am stuck in an office right now. And the first thing i would go do is talk to poeple...yeah, no one is in here to talk to. My dad and 2 other poeple are here, but what are they doing...WORKING!!! So, that doesn't do me any good. Then the only other option is the computer, which is what I have gone to now. U know this is sad, cuz usually there is so much u can do on acomputer, but for me, my boredom always leads to computer soo much that I get boredwith them really really easily. Unless...someone is on IM that I can talk to, and guess what...NO ONEIS ON RIGHT NOW!!! How lame is that?!! So, here I am writing this stupid blog about being bored. I hope that you have now tasted a bit of the boredom I eat from every single day.the end.

My Trip to Whole Foods

This afternoon Charity, Emilee, and I took a trip ot a place I have been wanting to go to for a long time... Whoel Foods. Yeah yeah I know i'm weird. I have decided that I am going to be more healthy as along as the food is organic and is form whole foods. See, everything at whole foods is very healthy and organic. So i decided to buy soem dried bananas trip and these crakers and a water bottle. But these weren't just regular food products, the bananas didn't have any sugar crap on them and my crackers have 7 different types of graina nd no salt at all. And my water bottle is organic and is spring water. I am soo excited, i usually don't like healthy foods, and then I found out that I really like the organic foods. So, now I am going to kbe healthy as long as it is organic and from whole foods.the end.

Pickles & Ice Cream

Why is it that everytime I have a pickle I want a bowl of ice cream? I guess it could be that since a pickle is kinda salty and then I crave soemthing sweet, which leads me to ice cream. Although if you really think about it, pickles and ice cream are not such a good mix. I just had a really good pickle and now for some reason i want a bowl of ice cream sooo thats what i'm gonna do right now.peace out.

Taking Out My Emotions

I have decided that my three favorite things to do are, dance, write, and, draw/sketch. I think that i enjoy these things so much because I can express the way i am feeling with them. I mean seriously writing is pretty obvious. If I write a poem usually that is a way for me to take out my anger or to show my happiness or something like that. And with drawing, well, only some poeple can tell how i am feelign through the way i draw. And last but not least there is my dancing. I think that its a bit harder to see how i am feeling through my dancing if you are not a dancer. Whether it is ballet or hip-hop or a jazz step I can always put my feelings in my dancing. You can take out all the emotions and put them into step which eventually make up a routine. These things really work for me because if i did not have things to take my emotions out on then I would have to keep them all bottled up inside and eventually I would explode. Every person needs to ahve something they can put there passion into whether its skating, dancing, singing, writing, painting, or acting. We all need those little hobbies to get us through the hard times as well as the good times, otherwise we all will end up like a bunch of bottled up soda pops.
~kelsey~

I Carry Your Heart

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)


by E.E Cummings

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY

Happy Birthday Mommy! Today is my mom's birthday. We all went out to lunch at Chevy's and then we went to Michael's and looked around at the craft stuff. It was pretty fun. Then after we were done looking my mom, sister, and jodi went home. Then my dad, me, and emilee went to borders. I ended up buying the Step Up sondtrack. Then later on we went to Barnes and Nobles, and i bought this really cool pen and ink set. It has one of those feather pens and it has wax stamps and it has ink. It is really cool.Well, I have to go,Oh one last thing... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!!